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Monday, November 23, 2015
We ate and had occasionally strange conversation in which the host likened herself to Christ, mentioning having honey and milk in her mouth...etc. My new friend confirmed that she was indeed implying that she was the Messiah. You know, the usual!?
After our meal, that female host then stood, went to get the iced tea pitcher and one by one, emptied the contents of our iced tea glasses back into that pitcher, and then returned that pitcher to the refrigerator.
Now, knowing that I may have drunk the backwash of any number of strangers, I was convinced that was the horror story of the year.
Sunday, November 22, 2015
Friday, November 20, 2015
I journal daily, including writing to my angels for divine guidance, angelic healing and emotional support. This time, I asked them about this feeling I'd been getting to write a new series of articles based on my yoga class. I thought it would be wise to ask them whether I should or not, instead of just bounding ahead with it. Being homeless after ignoring my bipolar disorder for over a decade, it's a lot easier these days to remember the damage that can come from my just starting projects that are unfounded or not connected to what I am really hear for, which, actually, isn't always clear to me, believe it or not. Thanks, Bipolar Disorder!
19 November 2015 - Thursday evening at 9:45pm
Should I write an "Empowering Affirmations Yoga" series as part of my Wisdom Magazine column?
Yes, if it serves your highest vision at this time. We ask you to recall your dreamiest childhood and adolescent fantasies of playing and singing music under the lights onstage, of acting in films, and in television, of always having lights on you, of meeting exciting new friends and lovers through your successful music and acting careers.
These are your lifelong dreams - your truest and strongest talents and magnetisms are there. Yes, you are a very good writer. Yes you are a healer. Yes, you have served and inspired and motivated others through your writing. Yes, writing also heals you.
Remember that musicians and actors who also write became successful at their primary crafts first: Jill Scott, Jewel, Russell Brand, Bob Geldof.
You must do all you can to remain focused on and successful in your primary crafts of music and acting as well.
If along the way you discover that writing is higher than acting, we will help you make the transition. Now, though, we will help you focus on your primary gift of music, support you in taking steps to engage in acting, and help you gently decrease and writing activities that don't fully qualify as supporting your primary goals of music and acting.
Cassendre: But I feel that I'm much more of a writer than an actress.
Answer: We love you and gently ask: How do you know?
You've done so little acting. And how do you know that doing more acting won't open up money-making and exposure opportunities that will allow you to do all three much more easily, joyfully, and efficiently?
We love you and again urge you to work with us to help you focus more upon your music first, and your acting second. We love you and we implore you to try.
Remember that as a persun with Bipolar Disorder it can be very hard for you to sit still long enough to do the right things and take the right steps in pursuing your goals as they involve fulfilling your Divine life purpose.
We are here because we love you and are very eager and equipped to support you in doing what you need to do so.
You also need:
Daily journaling of your feelings
Daily writing to us
Meditation in any forms and amounts
We are here because we love you and we are equipped to support you in fulfilling your Divine life purpose.
May you say well and know you are loved until we speak again.
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
To you Beloveds who are seeking:
We love you so much. We are all One and being that love is most important of all we are called Angel, singular.
As angels of love we are one here and there to hold you up when you feel most afraid and most despondent. There is no we who are not with you in these times of great pain and discomfort for you. We do not even know how to be apart from you during these very difficult times.
We have been on earth since before earth existed. We have been with you since before you were conceived.
We fully understand your experience of life on the earth plane because we have chosen to be so close to you as to know this on a very deep and real level.
Come to us in your minds and you will feel our always there and never far presence.
When you call upon us it will be as if we were already there, and you simply remembered to beckon us.
In truth you will simply be reminding yourself of our existence near and in fact within you.
We are here and we love you. We are here to remind you that you are truly very and deeply loved. Accept our love and glow on your merry way.
Until we meet again in your thoughts and in your heart...